14 Weeks: LEMON

I am currently drinking hot chocolate (a rarity) out of a "Keep Calm and Carry On" cup and reminiscing on the movie I just saw in theaters. I love Nancy Meyers with all my heart and she did it again, tugged on afore-mentioned organ. "The Intern." So delightsome and spoke right to me. Matt assumed I was Anne Hathaway when in fact I felt most connected to Robert De Niro. His going along, trying new things, yoga, just deciding to be an intern, making friends, slowly, but by being nice. And he shows unconditional love to everyone he meets in this movie. I know everyone around me is sick and tired of my "unconditional" rants and by everyone I mean Matt and growing human inside of me, since I haven't talked to many other people, but I am just not able to let it go. I am trying so so hard to show that love. It is crazy hard for me. I am OK with my decisions of who I surround myself with these days, those who do not show me unconditional love or any love for that matter, it does not mean I am removing my love from them. I still care for them deeply and text and will call them. But I am not choosing to let myself be hurt or, most importantly, rejected by them. It breaks off big, fat crumbs of my heart each time someone, and they do often, reject me.
Meanwhile, those who show me this beautiful love I am speaking of are, of course, my one and only, Matty Scatty. He is the number one at this and NOT just for me. He shows this to every person he meets. Next is, my sister Britty. She is sure good at it. The last is Christie Savage. A fantastic friend in every sense of the word. These people inspire me and are the best friends a girl could hope, wish, beg for. I am grateful for them. More than I could say.

I had my 14 week Dr. appointment today! We got to hear the heart beat again. Its magical in its quick, fast, excited and very much alive sound of it. THE most beautiful sound I've heard so far in my 22 years. I can't imagine what it will be like to hear the cry or the coo. I may faint!
I am proud of myself for having asked a question to Dr. Froerer that he had never heard before. He was surprised and a little weirded out. I am glad. I love when I can weird people out. It's good to meet different people every once in a while and I enjoy being that different person. I asked him, "Can I still ride a mechanical bull?" He broke my heart and said no. But the real sadness lies in that no one has asked that question before. What kind of city do I live in? Bunch of borings is what. Sorry Utah... I do like you.. sometimes. But Iceland, Denmark, and Hamburg are where I want to be :)

My pregnancy woes are these:
I am sicker than normal. Food doesn't help. The flatulence has NOT let up (sorry Matt) I wet my pants, I'm still pretty tired and can hardly poop. My back aches and lots of head aches. There that probably took 10 seconds to write. And its not as bad as I bet some people have so I am blessed.

I crave strawberries, no more burgers, and the restaurant blue lemon. That. is. all. I want Blue Lemon everyday. Oh and sushi. Which I got the A-OK from the Doc WHAT WHAT!!!!!! (raising the roof)

I care for this growing baby more than life. Not as much as I care about Matt but I sure do love this little thing. Girl or Boy.

Last week we:
Went to Gardener Village which was an awesome witch fest! Matt took work off and we had a blast!
We watched General Conference with Soren and Lily and we all had so much fun!